I don't know why you would consider yourself ugly. I can't say you would believe because everyone know a guy will say anything, but I will say this: This smile you have in this picture looks comforting and cool like you a laid back type. Your eyes look relaxed as to say you a mellow type of person. I could be wrong. You are beautiful. At least I think so. You are more than one of a kind. Your are a superstar.